Speaker 1: 0:00

Hello there everybody. It's Heidi and this is Surviving Changes Podcast. So Mark will be with us again this weekend. With the time difference between us, it's five hours. He has to be at work during the day, it's just. I don't want to make you guys wait for a whole week for us to keep going, for two reasons. One I would miss you and I hope you would miss me. But the other reason is I think at the end of all this, we are going to go ahead and file that lawsuit, that big old RICO lawsuit that I was planning for for 13 years now.

Speaker 1: 0:36

More than perhaps, it just feels like such a let down. Doing all of this work, looking at this big old tattoo ondown, doing all of this work, looking at this big old tattoo on my arm where all of this evidence is buried, knowing that I didn't kill Janet in her sleep. There's just too much. I think that needs to go to a jury. Quite honestly, I know a lot of what happened and I've told you a lot of it, and then I'm saving a lot for either a criminal case or a civil case or both. But I think a jury. There's some stuff. I don't know what happened and I don't think we'll ever know the truth, and I think the very best that we'll ever get to knowing the truth is having a jury be a finder of fact, and so I think that's what we're going to do.

Speaker 1: 1:33

So where we're at now is Mark has just gone through his radiation. I'm getting a van from something called the WIG Committee, and me and him will talk more about that. I'm getting a van from something called the Wig Committee, and me and him will talk more about that. But essentially, what the Wig Committee is is another one of my brother's friends, essentially from school, that have come in and for different reasons financial jealousy, just a variety of reasons have befriended me. It's the same pattern, right? I would have been able to see this pattern by now. Regardless, this is the third major time Jan has done this to me, chris has done this to me, and now this supposed wig committee has done this to me. I see a pattern going on here. They come in, they befriend you right when you're down. Um are oh so kind it's. It's a very clear pattern.

Speaker 1: 2:30

But remember by this point I had been listening on that little um earphone to Chris and also to Jana. I had been hooked up to internets of both of theirs. And so I I gotta I know what's going on. At this point I still don't know this, uh, that the people in charge of it are like from a fusion center or anything like that. I don't know about the, what a fusion center is yet, but I do look at. I have texts, different group texts, I text. I have enough stuff, um, that I know what the wig committee is about and um, at this point I had a choice to make, um kill these people because clearly they weren't going to quit, or, um, lean on god a lot.

Speaker 1: 3:22

And so, from here on out, I leaned on God a lot, and I don't just mean like weekly or even daily, I mean sometimes hourly. This is when me and God, we became close. I would say we became more partners. At this point I knew we'd always had a contract together that's good for 150 years. That's why people are always like well, how come you didn't get killed? You think, and things like that. I'm like, well, it's because I don't think any human has the ability, or even Satan has the ability, to cancel a contract between me and God. Only me and God have that the ability to cancel a contract between me and God, only me and God have that. So but at this point in time I am very heavily relying on that Bible and also the connection that I have now got with Johnning, my Spirit Guide, with that book, with the energy classes.

Speaker 1: 4:25

I'm just pretty comfortable in my own skin at this point and it was pretty clear that there was a whole lot of people that wanted to make me feel bad about myself, wanted to ruin my credibility and all of that. And at this point I had to decide because I had enough evidence to out a lot of people at that point. But it wasn't time. God said it wasn't time and I don't. I didn't think it was time yet anyway, in fact I know it wasn't. If God says it's not, it's not right. So I just let them continue to behave the way they were behaving and not confronting any of them with it. I got this cheap ass thousand dollar van out of the deal, so I did try to work them for a little stuff here and there. They thought they were costing me my soul when in reality it was costing them their soul. God was very, very, very clear. So, just so I can be very clear, I'm human and, with everything that I've been through.

Speaker 1: 5:26

At this point it's natural to want to kill people, right, do some mass shootings up in a few places? But my relationship with God? At that time he kept saying over and over and over again, my relationship with God. At that time he kept saying over and over and over again look, if you go mass shoot, I would probably forgive you for that if you ask, and I believe you, but it's for sure going to keep you probably out of heaven and it's for sure going to keep them out of hell. At this point in time, based on their book, book of life record, they're not getting in heaven. They might not get another chance and they very well could be looking at hell.

Speaker 1: 6:12

Heidi, so, um, do you want me to handle it in the future or do you want to handle it now? Um, I, there's no love lost. I don't want anybody to think that I'm like some sort of angel saint or anything like that. I'm not. I am a first Testament. Um, you should have some fear in God and his wrath type person. And so, um, every single day that I get up, I hope that I can pray for them, and some days I do, but every day I asked God to make sure about that whole wrath deal, to make sure that he wasn't fibbing about that stuff. And I'm okay if it doesn't happen on this on earth. I see what's going on here. I'm so over it. I'm just not like I want to go out of here, but I'm just so over earthly thoughts and earthly that crap the wig committee, my brother killing my puppy, the bar association. I'm over it. I like living in peace and me and God are at peace.

Speaker 1: 7:37

But so, um, at this point in time I'm moving into this van, this thousand dollar van that I don't know for sure if it's going to get me down to mexico. Um, I think mark, and he'll tell you. I think he had a few bucks for me, um, but for the most part, remember they had closed all my accounts. Uh, they had called me a thief. I I had still, at this point, open charges because I missed and probably a warrant because I missed that last hearing on Mark's last radiation day or whatever I know what. I took off and we can pull the records, but who knows if there's still good records of that.

Speaker 1: 8:17

But anyway, I was taking off, really needing some faith in God. I was able to work for DoorDash, because I had been doing that, and Uber Eats. And so, with the van, I packed it up with the few things I had left, made it as comfortable as possible, got Paloochie a little spot in there, and then the thought was, um, with doordash, you have to I mean, with um, uber eats, you have to get approved for each city, uh, and it takes a little while. So, like, when you're traveling, if you're going to a certain city, you certainly can, um like, apply for that city and if there's an opportunity, they'll let you. Uh, with doordash, you can just drive into another city. They find your location, they say, hey, you're in a different location, you want to swap, or at least at the time that's what they did and you can swap.

Speaker 1: 9:12

And so, um, what I was doing was I was going a little bit at a time and because you can do doordash and uberats with your dog and with whatever vehicle you wanted, we were living in the van, pellucci was in the van and to get a little bit of money here and there, I just did DoorDash um all the way down to Phoenix. And once I got to Phoenix, um, I turned the Uber Eats on, because from Phoenix on down to the border there really is just like Yuma and stuff left, and I didn't have an opportunity to earn any money from the border all the way down to Cabo, and I didn't know for sure what I was going to do in Cabo when I got there. So, and remember, I ended up living in Cabo Jacks, I'll tell you about that. So, remember, I ended up living in Cabo Jacks, I'll tell you about that. But so the people on TikTok know that I lived in the van behind Cabo Jacks. We'll get there.

Speaker 1: 10:10

But so, anyway, I planned on spending a little bit of time in Phoenix, or at least in the Phoenix area, saving up money until I had enough money to get across the border and at least had enough gas to get down to Cabo. Um, what that looked like was so first I stayed at the top of Phoenix, um, in different like well, anywhere from like Walmart parking lots, because I'm trying to save money to um. I don't know if you guys know what Hip Camp is, but Hip Camp is like an Airbnb, but for spots where you can just either park or camp, and so I did a lot of that on the way down to Phoenix and in that time, also in Phoenix. I think it was on Craigslist, but I got a little job at Costco. You know those people that do the little samples on the weekend. I did samples for a product called ZipFizz. I actually call it ZipCrack Because the people that used it they were like it was like crack to them. These people were. I don't know if you've ever heard of it, but it's called ZipFizz. I can probably still do the little speech for it, but I won't bore you with it anyway.

Speaker 1: 11:27

So I did that for a little while but it was still getting expensive and that it was only on the weekends, and so I started working my way down a little bit farther and I ended up getting to a hip camp at Wild West RV Park in Maricopa County, and so it's an RV park, but they also were on hip camp and it was I think it was $12 or $15 a night to park there. So it was a safe parking spot. They had bathrooms and showers there and they had internet and power hookup. So for me it was pretty good. I would go there, had the van all set up, had a little tent, um that I got along the way in dolan springs. I can tell you about dolan springs.

Speaker 1: 12:15

I set up a hip camp for a gal in Dolan Springs. When I was waiting for my plates, for Mark to send the plates and for to do that, she let me stay there ten days and gave me this tent. So I also had a tent that I was dragging along with me and so, anyway, I am down at Wild West RV Park and it's $15 a day To make any decent money on DoorDash or Uber Eats. You had to drive all the way up into like Mesa and stuff like that at least to start making any money on DoorDash and Uber Eats. So every morning was kind of a pain in the ass. I had to go all the way up and then start working, but it was okay for $15. So eventually, out of that deal, I ended up talking to the owners and they gave me a RV, just a small little RV that they weren't using, um, and it was my job to like clean it up, and then I started cleaning the uh bathrooms and the showers in the bathroom and, like their other, they had other little trailers that they would Airbnb out, so I was just kind of like one of their little handymen. They had several little people, poor people that they kept around as little working slaves, but for me it was fine, and everybody so.

Speaker 1: 13:42

By this point, it truly was a journey between me and God. Now I know at any given time, if I want to, if I don't have these gangstocking motherfuckers hindering it, I have the ability to like have a doctor of law for crying out loud. I went from welfare to um, declining Obama's invitation for business for the year, declining Obama's invitation for business for the year. I am not too worried about my ability to get things done at the time that I want to get things done, but it's not that time yet. There's too much stuff that's still uncertain. God still wants me to have a few lessons, several lessons, and I'm still waiting for the ndas to expire, um, and waiting to see what's going to go on like with the irs and and all of those guys. I I expect these guys will end up contacting me. If I make enough, enough noise at some point there will be a boss that I can talk to. You heard that conversation back in the ir, but so I was also waiting for that call at this point in time.

Speaker 1: 14:47

Now, there was a lot of people during that time that really gave me a lot of shit, because from the outside it looked really ugly. Heidi's living in a van, cleaning toilets and showers at Wild West RV Park. How sad. Toilets and showers at Wild West RV Park. How sad. When in reality, if anybody would stop talking shit, they wonder why they're like she didn't miss us. We gang stalked her and we all left her and we thought she'd be lonely. She didn't miss us.

Speaker 1: 15:17

No, because you guys never did anything good for me. I did the good stuff for you. Guess what In the future, if you want someone to miss you, uh, when you're there, be good to them. So there's something to miss, uh. So I, at this point, I don't give a shit what these people think. All I care about is me and God's relationship, because eventually this stuff is going to be corrected. Whether it's by me, whether it's by some guy named Trump that gets elected, um by, whether it's by the hand of god himself, I already know, um, we haven't gone through all of this for nothing, right, and so I'm willingly cleaning these showers and stuff like that.

Speaker 1: 16:00

And people are like why would you do that? And I'm like because, from here on out, no matter what happens if I turn around and make millions of dollars. One of the things you will never hear me say is do you know who I am? And the reason is because someone might turn around and say, yeah, you're the chick that cleaned toilets down at Wild West RV Park. That was between me and God. It had nothing to do. There's a lot of people that want to take credit for that, but the truth of the matter is that was between me and God From leaving marks on down pretty much every step, and it should have been this way from the beginning, but for sure it was this way.

Speaker 1: 16:40

Once I got in that van, it was not about anything other than me and god, period. And so let's actually just stop at wild west rv park right there and, um, I'll tell you how that ended up going. I actually loved. I loved being there. Was going to get too hot too soon. A phoenix in an RV, not, and cleaning toilets Totally not worth it.

Speaker 1: 17:15

But there was a place out back where you could walk and get fossils and crystals and just really, really cool stuff, and me and Pluchia would go walk out there, talk to God, um, find little fossils. People would say, oh, heidi's crazy. And we'd be like, yeah, yeah, yeah, it's Heidi. Heidi is the crazy one and she walks with God. So, um, yeah, let's leave it there.

Speaker 1: 17:42

I'm in a van, looks really bad, doesn't feel that bad, but it looks like it feels really bad. And I'm letting people because now I know that there's a group of people, I have their texts, I have their stuff. There's a group of people wanting me to feel bad about myself, wanting to discredit me, and first of all, I already know from that Art of War book if I was to fight them right then with their resources and my resources, that was a for sure loss. So if they were working to make me weak, might as well let them think that it was working right, because the more I fought, the harder they fought. If it looked like I was giving in, it was a lot easier for me to get stuff done. So, all right, we'll leave it there. I'm cleaning toilets. Wild West RV. I'm Heidi and this is the Surviving Changes Podcast.